it might just all be a facade

Sunday, February 19, 2006;

♥ 2/19/2006 07:49:00 AM

if you get there before i do
dont give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are thru
i dunno how long i'll be
but im not gonna let you down
darling wait and see
and between now and then
til i see you again
i'll be loving you
love, me>>

okays. let me continue. (:
...
its not like i've never seen injuries like that before, but i duno why m i so tens'd up today. hahas. maybe cos of my post today wat. but owells. (: with the help of every single first aider ESP NIRMA AND BRANDON. things still went well! hahas.
omg. theres this girl WHO IS SO SUPER POOR THING yea. she so terribly scare of pain and i jus couldnt bring myself to dress her wound. hahas. but in the end i did, and she tear'd. the next thing i know, this parent came and SNATCH'D that twizzer off my hands and said come! let me do it she us'd so much strenght and omg. the girl literally jus cri'd out. hah! so poor thing!! =X
hmms. first aid base wasnt exactly TT busy, compar'd to previous years. though this yr, we had many more SERIOUS cases. hmms. this girl had either a SUPER BAD muscle cramp, or a hamstring pull, or simply, she jus sprain her whole left thigh. the moment one finger lays onto her thigh, she would go screamin away. so gave her this ice pack, and we kinda insist'd tt she MUST see a doc. hmms. another was shivering all over and gosh, her condition was really terrible. and JACQ!! wat the hell happen'd to you mans. urghh. ):
hmms. so the races all end'd. and guess wat? to our not-at-all surprise. redcross werent thank'd again at all! hahas. but wells, its the joy we all feel inside when we managed to catch someone before they fall flat onto the ground. before they suffer from an infection from their wounds. and the list goes on. hahas. so yepp. first aiders of the day! give yourself a tap on the shoulder! ((:
so after everything end'd. we clear'd up the area and had debrief. hmms. by the time it end'd, practically everyone was clear'd from the area le. hahas. urghhh. bring the first few to arriv'd and last few to go back. ):
sat mr heng's van back with nirma. gee, mr tan! im a cargo ha-ha-ha. -.-
went back school, brought the first aid things with fion huiling and nirma. hahas. we went crappin in the redcross room. and nirma jus wouldnt stop teasin me. AWW JUS SHUTUP! mrs laffy. =X -runs away.

hahas. haven been exactly feeling well durin after x-country. hmm. dizzy and stuff. urghh. ): terrible feeling ehhs, when you want to vomit. but totally no shit wanna come out from your mouth. EEWKS. =X
alrights, i cant afford to get sick! hahas. gonna take the jab on mon i think. blechhs. i dont wanna suffer from a aching arm, after seein all my frens being so 'exhuasted' by it? lol. -stares at joshualim. hmms, and val, spare me from the punches. =p

sometimes
i still yearn for a shoulder
for me to fall asleep on;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.